Medical Murder: The real truth - Part 2

Let's be clear.   I don't want to look back.  that is the last thing I want, after all this time.  I want to close the door and lock it tight forever.   But I can't.



It happened.
It was real. 
It has to be told, whether I want to look back or not.  

I could do nothing.  Pick up the shattered pieces and try to rebuild my life.  Focus on living again, building back my health, my children, my husband -- never ever ever think about it again.

I could go back to what it was like before.  Cut it out of my life and mind completely.   Re-enter society, like it never happened -- a blib, like a POW - a period of time, just gone.   I could close the door and ever look back, keep what I know to myself, a lesson that can only be learned by one unforuntate enough to actually goes through it.    But even as I write this -- I know that's not what I'm going to do.  I can't let it go.  I can't forget. I can't keep the truth to myself.   

It happened.
It was real. 
It has to be told, whether I want to look back or not.  

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What everybody doesn't know is this:  Medicine is a practice of pushing prescribing drugs that destroy lives to make money.  Period.
Drugs are prescribed to suppress symptoms -- not cure them. 

But the truth is -- the truth that is being hidden/overlooked/buried -- is that these drugs come at a cost.  A BIG cost.
How do I know?
Well, for one, just walk through a hospital or nursing home and looks around, look online at the thousands of patients on messages boards, voices crying out, documentaries on the internet, medical studies, court cases, and deaths.  
And for two --
It happened to me. 

The thing is this:  Once you know the truth, you can never go back.  You can never unknow the truth.  Once you know something, you can not unknown it -- no matter how badly you want to.
You can pretend,  You can ignore.  You can lock it away.
But you can never go back to that sweet Innocent and ignorance yo had before. 
Once you know, you know.
Like Neo in the matrix had to face - once he knew the truth, he could never go back.  The truth cannot be unlearned.

So I am here to tell you the truth.  As I learned it, first hand.  And as I know it to be true deep in my soul. 

Medical Murder : Big Pharma, Big Conspiracy - Part 1

And suddenly it hit her.  Cracked open her already crushing skull, swirling, dancing, running, spinning ---

All the doctors she had seen, all the places she had gone for "help" - even her own uncle, her moms brother, the one she trusted to look our for her after she had gone, the one she made a suicide call to, begging him to help her, all the doctors she begged to save her, the one's who promised they could help -- 

It was all there -- it was too big to be believable, surely nobody would ever believe it and she would be written off as a kook, a crazy person, a mental patient looking for vengeance, for there were far too many players for it to be real -- even her own husband would surely tell her she was just making this up -- for how could an entire industry be corrupt -- all the good men and women who get into this profession to help others, with good, kind honorable hearts -- it's not possible they are all hiding something, lying, taking one for the team -- because these are real people and how on earth could they all be tricked, all of them, the wool pulled over their eyes, drinking the kool-iad. 

Is it possible?

Is it all one big conspiracy?

Is big pharma spinning the greatest web in all the history of criminal scandals the world has ever known?

The answer -- smashing into her hard, blaring lights, sirens, and fear straight into her heart.

The answer is yes.

But how will she uncover it? In this damanged and beaten state?  And even if she gathers proof, how is it possible to expose an entire multi-billion industry without destroying the life of everyone around her and risk snuffing out her own life.  

Yes, she can feel the eye rolls now.   "This isn't the mafia, you fool, check yourself"  But something tells her it's bigger more corrupt, more ruthless, in every single way.  After all, look at the death toll, look at all the lives ruined, look at the destruction.    Hilter has nothing on these types of numbers.
And it's happening in plain view!  It's all happening in plain view1  Being accepted as fact, being accepted as help, tather than what it is -- assisted murder. All the pawns, all the innocent people being taken for a ride -- it is the biggest criminal offense in all of human history.

How could she ever take this on?  She could never win.  It's not possible.  Even the government, especially the government.   The supreme court.  They would throw it out and dismiss it and bury it.

Big Pharma.

But who?  Why?  How?
How is it all --- her mind races, TV commercials, run for th cures, heart and strokes, cancer, vanninnes, antipressesants, pain meds -- all of it -- coming together --
Unthinkable.  But yet.  Unmistakable.

Impossible to prove
Impossible to untangle
Impossible to fix.
But yet.  If she doesn't, who will?

Her life was already over, what did it even matter?
Her kids, she thought firmly, in the pit of her soul  She would do it for them.


An entire industry would collapse, leaving with it, ruins, unemployment, debt - the greatest depression the world has ever seen. 
This, even she had to admit, was a reason to carry on with the status quo.
Just as much devastation would occur, just as mnay lives shattered, maybe more -- if she could bring it down.  that's why it is so fiercly protected -- for good reason -- for the good of the country -- and world.   
She didn't want this either.  Not that she could do it -- bring the whole thing down anyway -- but still, the outcome is unthinkable too.  Still.  The trusth is the truth.  And truth at least needs to be told.  It's somebody else's job to decide what to do, and how to pput things right.  
It was her job to tell the truth. 
That's it.
Once the truth was told, it would be everybody's own choice, it would be up to others, it would probably just be ignored or pushed aside.  But if the truth was at least known, and it saved even one person, from going through what she's been through -- it would be worth it.
Scratch that.
This is for my kids, she thoughts.  My family, my closest friends, the people I love most.  
This in essence is to save my kids from EVER ging through this.  And if it helps someone else, a stranger she doesn't even know, then that's just a bonus.    But in her heart, this was for those two innocent children of hers, that they would one day know the truth, and that they could be spared.

Just the truth.
For the truth shall set you free.   Everybody knows that.
We shall see...